Time Flies

OMG, I was just on my FaceBook and clicked my link to here and realized I have not posted in almost a month. I have definitely been in a time warp. Well I don’t feel I can totally write on everything I have been up to since I was last on here and I have so many new pics I wish to post on my Flickr

Hhhmmm lets do a bullet point of what I have been doing, this will be good for me to see.

• I have been doing ALOT of Massage. Basically doing about 12 days straight, with 2-3 days off with my son. I do anywhere from 4-7 a day. This has been so I can save money to move.
• I went to the Zoo with Seth.
• I FINALLY moved on Oct 26th, sweet little Mother-In-Law, 2 bedroom with huge kitchen and bath attached to a 5 bedroom house that I have complete 24hour access to another very nice kithcen, movie room, library and steam room/wet sauna, yard, organic garden and fruit trees. Seth and I can finally have our own rooms and I can practice out of the mainspace.
• Helped a few others that moved the same time I did, Pixie and Louisa.
• Received probably one of the best massages from a guy I work with, very shamanic and expelled alot of gooeyness from my throat chakra.
• Still trying to build on Flyingturtledance.com not doing so well, infact I really haven’t done anything, I choose to build that soon and also choose to capture some fresh digital pics and video from some future recent dances.
• I was putting a lot of energy into Seattle Green Pages. This is aCollective of Local Inidividuals and Businesses who foster and sustain an Intimate Network of A Skill and Resource Exchange. Through our Exchange we encourage and support a Multi-Faceted Economy for the goal of Building Sustainable and Healthy Community Relations.  The energy of course has died down, but I feel I will be sparking it back up soon.
• I keep getting the call to get more active on Facebook.  It seems to be the new hub of communication with a lot of different communities of mine.
• Still trying to figure out where my bodywork is taking me.
• I am still visioning gear for my music studio.
• I have been beefing up my urban survival skills, more recently with quite a bit of dumpster diving for really good fresh organic produce.
• Still dealing with whatever the hell is this is on my arms.  I almost constantly itch on both wrist extensors ( from the back of my palm/wrist to my elbow)….I thought it might have to do with the gel I was using, so I quite using it and it and went back to creme and it didn’t bother me for a couple days, but today it is back.  I think I need to go to coconut oil, grapeseed oil or something else.
• I had to release several of my Huge Plants due to Meeley Bugs…
• My Halloween was SO Banging…..okay my Psychedelic Pteradactyl didn’t work out, but Bluetech and Pitch Black was off the hook, and the OMG the dancing was so sexy..
• I am about 90% at putting my new space together, just some more Fung Shuing and setting the space and it will be “done”.
• Getting ready for SEth this weekend, it will be his first time to stay here, can’t wait to see his face when he sees his room
• I still have Sooooooo many old and new pics to post.  I think I got about 5000 or so pics from the past, but another 1000 pics from recent events I need to post on my Flickr.
• I am so excited about recent elections, even though I feel at heart closer to others that is not in this 2 party system we have, I do feel honored to be a part of history with Obama being elected and know that this is one of many hopeful things to come.
• Feeling more of a raw/live food diet coming online…..much inspiration from a few select in my community for that.

I have so many funny and interesting stories from my massages, but no time and energy to put them here now.  Okay I feel satisfied….

Tell 5 Friends Not to Vote

Where I Will be for Decibel Festival

2008 Decibel Festival is coming up next weekend and I am choosing to take off on Saturday to enjoy one day of it, plus I will hit up a show Friday night after work.

Friday night I will be at The Baltic Room for Native State Label Showcase..I would like to hit up Church of Bass that night, but I want to get sleep for the next early day and plus the artist there are all local and I can see them almost anytime here. Friday Night I am going mainly to see Welder and Nalepa

Saturday will make history with a FREE Show in Volunteer Park starting at 1pm….Check out the line up..

Kick Ass Whomping Booty Shaking is what is will be….I will need this…Hope to see you there….luv

Single Father and His Son

Help a Father Help His Son

McShame and his Pet Monkeys

I still get caught in the political emotional propaganda vortex. But I swear to g/od if McCain and his fucking pet palin are elected by this muggle country, I will start my exodus out of here. I feel I am serious about that. I think I would rather see 4 more years of Bush than these newest yahoos…

The Real McCain

McCain and his newest Pet VP RM at lies again and again…

More McCain Double Talk…

What is this “Iraq War” charge on my Bill?

McCain, Get off The Double Talk Express!!!

McCain’s Spiritual Guide, Fucking Scarey

Why McCain Won’t Sign The New GI Bill?

My New Fave Quote

This is on the satirical political site.

Disclaimer: Pursuant to the UCC (Uniform Comedy Code), all depictions of events and persons on this site are more real than reality itself, and therefore any resemblance to reality is not really real.

“Heroes”

So I have been in an almost 24 hour run of watching Heroes, through Netflix.  Pixi, Dae and I started out just wanting to watch some sort of SuperHero Movie, after watching Batman Begins again the night before.  So in doing a seach for SuperHero’s we came across the NBC Series Heroes.  I had saw a glimpse of a trailer a long time ago about this show, but not having TV, I never had seen it.

Well we are still in Season 1 about 17 chapters in and I am hooked.  The series is seriously activating something is me as well as Pixi and Dae.  Information in this series coming thru, synchronistically lines up with ALOT of stuff happening in our lives right now.  Not just individually but on a larger community sense.

The main thing I am getting from it, is truley recognizing our gifts and abilities that we all have, NOT being afraid of them, and using them to serve a higher cause.  I know it’s very cliche but I love the simplicity of that message and I love how they are delivering it thru the screen. But there are so many other small things that are coming through, that deals with conversations/actions that have been taking place with us for weeks now.  I am glad we found this series, NOW.  Plus there are so many cliff hangers and WTF’s that it really has me, I feel like I am doing heroine or something. In fact I think I gotta get back to it, once we are done eating.

McCain’s Seriously Dangerous Ticket

Yesterday was John McCain's 72nd birthday. If elected, he'd be the oldest
president ever inaugurated. And after months of slamming Barack Obama for
"inexperience," here's who John McCain has chosen to be one heartbeat away
from the presidency: a right-wing religious conservative with no foreign
policy experience, who until recently was mayor of a town of 9,000 people.

Huh?

Who is Sarah Palin? Here's some basic background:

  * She was elected Alaska's governor a little over a year and a half ago.
    Her previous office was mayor of Wasilla, a small town outside
    Anchorage. She has no foreign policy experience.
  * Palin is strongly anti-choice, opposing abortion even in the case of
    rape or incest.
  * She supported right-wing extremist Pat Buchanan for president in 2000.
  * Palin thinks creationism should be taught in public schools.
  * She's doesn't think humans are the cause of climate change.
  * She's solidly in line with John McCain's "Big Oil first" energy
    policy. She's pushed hard for more oil drilling and says renewables
    won't be ready for years. She also sued the Bush administration for
    listing polar bears as an endangered species--she was worried it would
    interfere with more oil drilling in Alaska.
  * How closely did John McCain vet this choice? He met Sarah Palin once
    at a meeting. They spoke a second time, last Sunday, when he called
    her about being vice-president. Then he offered her the position.

Alaska MoveOn members were asked what the rest of us should know about
their governor. The response was striking. Here's a sample:

She is really just a mayor from a small town outside Anchorage who has
been a governor for only 1.5 years, and has ZERO national and
international experience. I shudder to think that she could be the person
taking that 3AM call on the White House hotline, and the one who could
potentially be charged with leading the US in the volatile international
scene that exists today. --Rose M., Fairbanks, AK

She is VERY, VERY conservative, and far from perfect. She's a hunter and
fisherwoman, but votes against the environment again and again. She ran on
ethics reform, but is currently under investigation for several charges
involving hiring and firing of state officials. She has NO experience
beyond Alaska. --Christine B., Denali Park, AK

As an Alaskan and a feminist, I am beyond words at this announcement.
Palin is not a feminist, and she is not the reformer she claims to be.
--Karen L., Anchorage, AK

Alaskans, collectively, are just as stunned as the rest of the nation. She
is doing well running our State, but is totally inexperienced on the
national level, and very much unequipped to run the nation, if it came to
that. She is as far right as one can get, which has already been
communicated on the news. In our office of thirty employees (dems,
republicans, and nonpartisans), not one person feels she is ready for the
V.P. position.--Sherry C., Anchorage, AK

She's vehemently anti-choice and doesn't care about protecting our natural
resources, even though she has worked as a fisherman. McCain chose her to
pick up the Hillary voters, but Palin is no Hillary. --Marina L., Juneau,
AK

I think she's far too inexperienced to be in this position. I'm all for a
woman in the White House, but not one who hasn't done anything to deserve
it. There are far many other women who have worked their way up and have
much more experience that would have been better choices. This is a
patronizing decision on John McCain's part- and insulting to females
everywhere that he would assume he'll get our vote by putting "A Woman" in
that position.--Jennifer M., Anchorage, AK

So Governor Palin is a staunch anti-choice religious conservative. She's a
global warming denier who shares John McCain's commitment to Big Oil. And
she's dramatically inexperienced.

In picking Sarah Palin, John McCain has made the religious right very
happy. And he's made a very dangerous decision for our country.

In the next few days, many Americans will be wondering what McCain's
vice-presidential choice means. Please pass this information along to your
friends and family.

Sources:

1. "Sarah Palin," Wikipedia, Accessed August 29, 2008
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarah_Palin

2. "McCain Selects Anti-Choice Sarah Palin as Running Mate," NARAL
Pro-Choice America, August 29, 2008
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=17515&id=13661-8891653-B2hBgrx&t=10

3. "Sarah Palin, Buchananite," The Nation, August 29, 2008
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=17736&id=13661-8891653-B2hBgrx&t=11

4. "'Creation science' enters the race," Anchorage Daily News, October 27,
2006
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=17737&id=13661-8891653-B2hBgrx&t=12

5. "Palin buys climate denial PR spin--ignores science," Huffington Post,
August 29, 2008
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=17517&id=13661-8891653-B2hBgrx&t=13

6. "McCain VP Pick Completes Shift to Bush Energy Policy," Sierra Club,
August 29, 2008
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=17518&id=13661-8891653-B2hBgrx&t=14

"Choice of Palin Promises Failed Energy Policies of the Past," League of
Conservation Voters, August 29, 2008
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=17519&id=13661-8891653-B2hBgrx&t=15

"Protecting polar bears gets in way of drilling for oil, says governor,"
The Times of London, May 23, 2008
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=17520&id=13661-8891653-B2hBgrx&t=16

7 "McCain met Palin once before yesterday," MSNBC, August 29, 2008
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=21119&id=13661-8891653-B2hBgrx&t=17

Heart Song and YouTube

So I finally got a real YouTube Channel going and figured out how to upload videos to YouTube…..don’t actually use YouTube. It seemed that it was taking about 5 minutes to process 1MG of Video, which equates to about 20 hours for a 4 minute video, then it wouldn’t actually upload. So I found a program called VideoPut to do the dirty work for me and now it took me about 5 hoursish to upload 5 videos about 40 minutes total. The program cost about $30, but they let you try it for free up to 20 video uploads. If you are one is who/will be uploading videos to the internet, not just YouTube, then this is worth it.

With that I was finally able to upload Heart Song, in 4 parts, cause YouTube will only let you post 10 min or less Vids.. Heart Song is a video slide show with some cool music for my Son. It was the first “movie” I ever did and I will definitely be doing others. I need to get a real movie editor, but for now what I got does the trick, I suppose.

Check it out, it’s cute:

STS9 This Past Weekend

So me, Pixi, Cristina and Kali went to The Showbox on Saturday to see STS9. Conspirator opened leading into Blackalicious and then STS9.

Conspirator was a duo half Electric Bass, half MIDI gear. Sort of AmbPsy Electro Dance Grooves. Not bad, only a few minor train wrecks. Then Blackalicious brought the NRG way up with their very killer Hip Hop Set. Taking that into STS9s over 2 hour show.

This is the first time seeing them live and it was definitely worth it and I am an official sold fan, even though I was a fan before the show.

What really inspired me was their quality control. They bring their own light and sound system with control boards and techs to run them. They control the music that is played during intermission, unlike letting say The Showbox play fucking country music before Blackalicious went on (gimme a break). They have J. Garcia and others like him traveling with them doing live art. They usually (not this show) have a really nice decked out stage with Greenery and Crystals. The point is, they are catering to their fans with High Vibes in every corner of their show. I loved the syncronicities of their performance. All five of them know exactly what they are doing individually and as a unit. Qwite impressive for sure.

Anyways I was really inspired this weekend about music. Making music, being involved in music, producing events/festivals, etc…I am seriously stepping on many levels. I will keep you posted on the haps.

Check out my Flickr set of the show and enjoy the Video======>>

Legalize Industrial Hemp Now

NAIHC, National American Industrial Hemp Council

Why is Marijuana and Hemp ILLegal?

So a few years ago I did some research on the differences of Hemp and Marijuana and the history of the prohibition of both.

First most of us, we have not been taught and/or don’t even realize that Hemp and Marijuana ARE NOT THE SAME thing. Industrial Hemp is used for many, many things elsewhere in the world where it is legal. Mostly for it’s fiber for all sorts of paper and building products, medicines for it’s anti-inflammatory uses, oils for fuels / cooking, seeds for nutritional value high in EFA’s and Complete Proteins. Hemp grows very dense, tight and close to each other without the need of pesticides and it actually replenishes the soil. Basically growing hemp for paper, wood, concrete, food and medicine production could provides soooo many jobs, create more sustainable resources therefore healing the earth and possible create a more peaceful global environment.

What you don’t do with Hemp is smoke it or injest it to get High. The THC level in Hemp is extremely low compared to it’s cousin Cannabis plant, which is what you smoke and or eat to get high or use as medicincal purposes as well. The most you will get from smoking Hemp is a really bad headache.

Ok so no matter what your stance is on Cannabis, whether that should be legal for what ever reasons, you definitely have no reason to be against Hemp for it’s industrial purposes. This product has been around a long time and it actually helped start this country we live in. Jefferson and Washington grew it, there were laws inacted that ordered farmers to grow it for it’s uses in maritime and army operations. It was used as currency at one time in America.

It wasn’t until the early 1900’s that Greed, Rasicm and Bigotry began to take hold on a few certain elite and powerful people in this nation that used the only really media source in the country at the time to inject fear into the people around marijuana, when then it was used as material evidence in the US Fed. Burueau of Narcotics (Now DEA) case in front of the Supreme Court to enact the Marijuana Tax Act of 1937, which in turn made Marijuana and it’s cousin Hemp illegal.

There are so many reasons that disgust me about the tactics and reasons used in making marijuana illegal, but to lump Hemp into that category it absolutely absurd. The whole case was essentially about the degredation of the the people through the use of a drug. Okay whatever your beliefs about this “drug” use so be it and I wont argue about it. In fact I don’t really want to advocate smoking/ingesting Marijuana because in my experience I feel it gets abused way too much. However I do feel there are tons of positive qualities to it as well.

However, I just don’t know how Hemp can be tossed in this law and can even be thought that it can degredate our society. It could save so many trees, lands and resources if we were able to grow it and make what we need out of it.

Check out the links above, do your own research and don’t let your emotional response of Pot and anything that goes along with that “drug” get in the way of what the truth is. At the very least we need to get Industrial Hemp legalized to grow, produce, sell in the US, NOW.

Update

So I have been working tirelessly getting ALL my photos that are on my hard drive uploaded to my Flickr Account.  I also got my Myspace page update with my Flickr account feeding into my profile.   I like that option. I love technology.  Of course all of these links are already on my blog, I just wanted to write about it though.  I am also working on creating other pages here, just to the right under, More Stuff.  I am putting up an About Me page and also putting up a resource page with all the virtual places I like to visit and soon I will get a favorite music and art page going as well.  Slowly but surely I am getting this blog to my liking and DO like it.

Stay tuned for more.

blessings.

3am Ramblings

Still going through with BIT Sessions and it really it telling me that I can no longer treat my body the way I do.  I am choosing to start eating better.  I choose to start eating more raw and live foods and eating proper combinations and stop eating at crazy hours.  I choose to  get proper rest and  exercise so that I can continue to do what I choose to do.

I will call within a week and set up an appointment with the Country doctor to get my ear looked at.

I have Feng Shui’d my room about 95% and it looks and feels great.

Still moving forward with Co-creating this Intentional Community.  “A Communal Living and Gathering Space centered around Art, Music, Healing & Magick, fueled by Positive Intentions for the betterment of Community’s physical, emotional, mental and spiritual growth.”

Oh yeah I just spent like 4 hours redoing my myspace page….uuugggghhhh, but it is better than what it was.
Got a short weekend with Seth this past weekend, he wanted to go home early and Tracie happened to be in the City on Sunday so she picked him up.
Gotta figure out a school or apprenticeship for music/audio production soon….I really need help with this technical shit.

Slowly getting more pics up on Flickr…just had a blast from the past tonight with my 2001 trip to SF…

Niandra has been in heat since the kittens have left….she is driving me crazy with cawwwwiiinnngg and maaawwwwwinggg all day and night….. Sep 8th she gets fixed…

Earwigs, Feng Shui & Clearing

So in my last blog I mentioned several things that I wanted to really go into more detail.

These past several weeks have been full of action. I am farely clear on what I need to do (on a day to day and yes somewhat in the future) and I actually do it. Instead of procrastinating then creating a mind fuck for me to suffer over day after day. I feel I can contribute this new found state of action to receiving these BIT sessions (see my last post for that).

So I have been playing poppa to Niandra’s kitties Morpheus, Neo (and Trinity for her 4 weeks of life). The kitties were so amazingly beautiful and uplifting yet very frustrating as well. Mainly because Morpheus would not use a litter box, no matter what I did to try to accommodate him. In his last weeks he basically lived in a very well sized home I built for him, supplied with litter, food and water. Yet he still chose to pee and sometimes poo on HIS floor, but at least it was not my carpet and bed, and all I had to do was replace the newspaper. Last weekend I ended up taking both kittens to a no kill shelter and I suspect they will be adopted very quickly. Now that Niandra is not nursing her milk sacks can dry out and in about a month she will be spayed and therefore will be able to be a free spirit again (indoor/outdoor). That is how she likes it and how she lived here first 2 years of life, and these last 3 months indoors has been challenging for her and my as well.

I also finally sold my beast of a truck. I sold it waaaaaay toooo low, but in the condition it was in and the situation I was in I am grateful for getting any money for it at all. Goodbye Pen Dragon, it was fun while it lasted and I hope your spirit carries on with other good souls.

I mentioned in my last blog about getting gemstones removed from my ear. Well in Jan 2007, while I was sleeping, it seems a 6mm Amethyst crept into my ear. Now I nor anyone has actually not seen this, but psychic intuition tells me it is so, and then June last year another 8mm bloodstone possibly fell into my ear. For a while I was complacent about the whole thing. However lately I am aggravated for not taking action sooner. I can no longer hear out of my left ear and it doesn’t quite hurt but it doesn’t feel good either. So last week my friend who is an acupuncturist and actually removed a gemstone from my friends ear (yah we are a bunch of crystal freeks, so what) with forceps, attempted the same move on me. However my stones have been in my ear way longer and I have a terrifying fear of things going in my ear. My biggest nightmare is dreaming of huge earwigs crawling into my ear and hatching babies, then eating my brains of some shit. eeewwwwww aaaauuuuuggghhhh So anyway in attempts to pry my ear canal open and snatch this round object which she did see and managed to remove a huge amount of nasty black earwax, but could not get the stone due to my squirming, screaming and crying and then blood finally being produced. So the sight of blood motivated me to call people and I will be seeing the country doctor to get a referral to Harborview who will help me have it removed, which I will demand being put under. I do not want to be awake when the process happens. I trust this process will be smooth. More news to come on this.

Now lastly, for years I have been interested in Feng Shui, but until lately I have not done any research into this ancient science. For about a week I have been mapping my room using the Ba Gua and we have already applied Feng Shui in most of the rest of the house. I am about half way through my progress in my room and so far I am enjoying the shifts. Some of it is so subtle and some I have rearranged whole areas of my room. In the 1.5 years in this space this will be the 3rd time re-designing my room and I am feeling this will be the it. Just in time to move. That is usually how it works. But it’s good, because I like this system of organization and programming your space. I will definitely be using Feng Shui in all my future spaces.

Taking a Chomp at the B.I.T.

So my dear friend and roommate is always coming across something new and wonderous to incorporate into his life and then he shares with his loved ones.  For some time he has been studying and practicing King Solomons Mind Region.  From what I understand it is an original Jungian Therapy that was buried by himself and other powers that be, because at the time he realized mainstream medical science and society would not accept it.  Therefore he chopped it up and presented what alot of us know today as Jungian Psychology.  This more ancient form of psychology deals with ancestral baggage, soul retrieval, life purpose stuff.  It involves meditation, play, respectful touch, tapping energetic points, mudras and other non-invasive techniques.

I finally decided to undergo this process and I am now 6 sessions into the 10 part series.  To be honest I really don’t exactly know what it is doing, but I do know I am constantly changing and evolving almost every day into something bigger than I was before.  I do know there are a lot of family stuff surfacing and life purpose stuff is definitely brewing on the surface.

At the same time Daenin began Mind Region he was also introduced to B.I.T. Brain Integration Technique.  This involves neuroscience and eastern medicine technique by using non-invasive energetic techniques.  BIT has been proven to end ADD, ADHD, Dyslexia and other learning disabilities.  It can permanently improve memory, concentration, spelling, reading, planning, multi-tasking, balance and coordination.  BIT optimizes brain function in children and adults that uses NO drugs or medications and is permanent, self-maintaining and requires no exercises or medications.

Daenin underwent his first session with BIT about 2 months ago and I am impressed for I have seen major results in his logic and functionality.  Some improvement in memory as well.  And this was just with a small first time session.  Since his first session, Kat who administered it, was out of town until last week.  And while gone Daenin formed a group of people interested in this modality.  I am one of them and last Thursday I underwent my first session.

I must say in the little work she did, since, I have been much clearer, I can actually define who I am and what I want to provide to my larger community.  I am making somewhat better use of my time.  I am no longer procrastinating and I have actually gotten more things done this week, than I have in previous months.  So I am excited to continue this process. I have another session on Thursday.  Yay for Conscious Evolution.
In the past week I have helped organize and coordinate the beginnings of an new intentional community here in Seattle.  I have loosely written out parts of a mission statement for that IC.   I have mostly come up with my larger purpose in this community.

I have finally taken action and sold my truck, which has caused me so much headache for many months (now I just need to pay the balance off I owe on it).

I have decided what I will do with my kittens so that Niandra can get her life back (she misses being outside, even though she enjoyed being Mom for a while, she and I want our life back).

I am finally getting seen to have this gemstone removed from my ear that has been there for 1.5 years, which has caused mild irritation and extreme lose in hearing.  I have and continue to clean my  body out of various toxins.  I have a loose stradegy on becoming more financially abundant, and this is all in the last 6 days.

Exciting times these are, now back to breathing in each and every mOMent, which I have lost track of for sometime.

Seth’s 5th Birthday Party

So Saturday Pixi and I went to Enumclaw, where Seth and Tracie live with her partner Lee and his 10 yo son Trevor, to celebrate Seth’s birthday.  All of the kids that might have been there canceled due to whatever reason, but it was nice, cause I think Seth gets along better with adult anyway.  Lee’s family was in full force and it was quite nice. He has some young blood in his kin.  His grandpa, dad, mom and daughters boyfriend was there.  Plus Tracie Mom and her husband.  Small and humorous crowd.  Seth received so many stimulating gifts that will surely keep his attention for many months and quite possibly years to come.

There was a little delay for me and Pix getting out on the road and the feast was held up a bit for that, which I didn’t expect them to wait, but it was nice to commune with everyone.  I feel honored that Seth can enjoy a birthday party with His Mom and Dad and new family all together, sharing food, drink, conversation and play.

Anyways good day all around.  Once again I love you Seth and may your new year ahead greet you with much joy and happiness.

More Birthday Pics here

A WHOLE HAND

Seth Kiley-Chase Johnson

Born in Bellevue, WA

July 22, 2003 @ 10:02am

Cancer Sun

Capricorn Moon

Virgo Rising

See His Full Chart

Today is my Sons Birthday. He is a WHOLE HAND he says, 5 years old. YAY for growth. I missed his 2nd and 4th birthdays I feel really good to be with him on his birthday this year. Although I cam not currently with him, I will be at his party on Saturday in Enumclaw. I am finally getting my Flickr account up, very fustrating it has been for me. So my first Set is a Seth Birthday Montage. I have posted Pics I have from his 1st Birthday to his 4th. I will get his 5th up after this weekend.

I LOVE YOU SETH, always and forever ofcourse

A Call to Many plus 1

Shining our Light While we move forward in the dark
A Call to Many, plus one
While the earth rumbles and tumbles within and without
Now is the time we take shape in our full power
Naked Spirit dancing in and out of shadow
Hold your torch strong and steady
Light the way for our kindred from without and within
Bringing together All fare Races
From Cosmic Realms to Deep within
Greet One and All with a surrendered Heart
Reading My Shape
I say it’s pure Love
Unconditional Love
What’s your shape?

Same Coin

Nov 9, 2007 7:38pm

Every Time the Crow Caws
or the Raven Soars
That’s me feelin’ you
like water on the Shores
Bringin’ up Feelings
of BEing Close
to Divinity….revealin’
what’s inside of me
is you, Yet NO thing
Realer than what
we all all pocess
Excuse me while I
try to process
these emotions of reality
fixed on transformation
while I loose my sanity
HAAH
thought you had me
in the mOMent
yet thats the beauty
of BEing me
I can be FREE while
tied up inside
Wrapped around a tree
While Flying High in the Sky
Busy as a Bee
Don’t wanna go outside
Paradoxical Melody
Feel my Conscious High
While I Sigh

Dear God-Us

A friend of mine sent this to me, thought it was good…. originally written by astrologer Rob Brezny

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Prayer for You
I’m happy to announce that this is a perfect moment. It’s a perfect moment for many
reasons, but especially because I have been inspired to say a gigantic prayer for
you. I’ve been roused to unleash a divinely greedy, apocalyptically healing prayer
for each and every one of you — even those of you who don’t believe in the power of
prayer.
And so I am starting to pray right now to the God of Gods … the God beyond all
Gods … the Girlfriend of God … the Teacher of God … the Goddess who invented
God.
Dear Goddess, You who never kill but only change:
I pray that my exuberant, suave and accidental words will move you to shower
ferocious blessings down on everyone who reads this benediction.
I pray that you will give them what they don’t even know they want — not just the
boons they think they need but everything they’ve always been afraid to even imagine
or ask for.
Dear Goddess, You wealthy anarchist burning heaven to the ground:
Many of the divine chameleons out there don’t even know that their souls will live
forever. So please use your blinding magic to help them see that they are all wildly
creative geniuses too big for their own personalities.
Guide them to realize that they are all completely different from what they think
they are and more exciting than they can possibly imagine.
Make it illegal, immoral, irrelevant, unpatriotic and totally tasteless for them to
be in love with anyone or anything that’s no good for them.
O Goddess, You who give us so much love and pain mixed together that our morality is
always on the verge of collapsing:
I beg you to cast a boisterous love spell that will nullify all the dumb ideas, bad
decisions and nasty conditioning that have ever cursed the wise and sexy virtuosos
out there.
Remove, banish, annihilate and laugh into oblivion any jinx that has clung to them,
no matter how long they’ve suffered from it, and even if they’ve become accustomed
or addicted to its ugly companionship.
And please conjure an aura of protection around them so that they will receive an
early warning if they are ever about to act in such a way as to bring another hex or
plague or voodoo into their lives in the future.
Dear Goddess, sweet Goddess, You sly universal virus with no fucking opinion:
I pray that you will help all the personal growth addicts out there become
disciplined enough to go crazy in the name of creation, not destruction.
I pray that you will teach them the difference between oppressive self-control and
liberating self-control, awaken in them the power to do the half-right thing when it
is impossible to do the totally right thing.
Arouse the Wild Woman within them — even if they’re men.
And please give them bigger, better, more original sins and wilder, wetter, more
interesting problems.
Dear Goddess, You pregnant slut who scorns all mediocre longing:
I pray that you will inspire all the compassionate rascals communing with this
prayer to love their enemies just in case their friends turn out to be jerks.
Provoke them to throw away or give away all the things they own that encourage them
to believe that they are better than anyone else.
Show them how much fun it is to brag about what they cannot do and do not have.
Most of all, Goddess, brainwash them with your freedom so that they never love their
own pain more than anyone else’s pain.
Dear Goddess, You psychedelic mushroom cloud at the center of all our brains:
The curiously divine human beings reading this prayer deserve everything they are
yearning for and much, much more.
So please bless them with lucid dreams while they are wide awake and
solar-energy-operated sex toys that work even in the dark and vacuum cleaners for
their magic carpets and a knack for avoiding other people’s hells and their very own
900 number so that everyone has to pay to talk to them and a secret admirer who is
not a psychotic stalker.
Dear Goddess, You fiercely tender, hauntingly reassuring, orgiastically sacred
feeling that is even now running through all of our soft, warm animal bodies:
I pray that you provide everyone out there with a license to bend and even break all
rules, laws and traditions that keep them apart from the things they love.
Show them how to purge the wishy-washy wishes that distract them from their daring,
dramatic, divine desires.
And teach them that they can have anything they want if they’ll only ask for it in
an unselfish way.
And now dear God of Gods, God beyond all Gods, Girlfriend of God, Teacher of God,
Goddess who invented God, I bring this prayer to a close, trusting that in these
mysterious moments you have begun to change everyone out there in the exact way
they’ve needed to change in order to express their soul’s code.
Amen. Awomen. And glory halle-fucking-lujah

RE-Sent-Mint

Jan 29, 2006 9:11pm

oh dear one you tried so hard
you HAVE been very persistant
always forthcoming sure
but still with some underlining “truth”
I have sat and watched
occasionally feeding the virus
ME, blinded by my own desire
a wanting so strong that I would die
until NOW
I NOW realize you live in your pain body
every action and word stems from that
you seem righteous in your own “right”
but underneath it all you are lost
lost in the sea of anger, rage, hurt, worry
lost in confusion, guilt, blame, jealousy
caught up in the world of emotional chaos
attached to them, the very ones
that create this pain for you deep within
the question for me, what to do?
NO-thing, I will use my tools of surrender & patience
just like a warrior, waiting for his enemy
sword at his side
however you are not my enemy
you are my lover, my friend
I do not desire death for you or me
I wait patiently without feeding the virus
sending only love and light
no-thing more no-thing less
waiting for this virus to totally consume you
or wanting so bad to leave you
either way I must wait patiently
no want, no desire here anymore
surrender to what has been
what is and what shall be
you shall take this as bitterness
but I say take it as sweet gratitude
gratitude I hold for what will come
sweetness like chocolate on my pallet

Surrender to You-Me

Jan 11, 2006 9:51pm

call your heart to mine
gaze into your eyes
place your points in line
this is where tension dies

in synch is our breath
flowing together as one
our love surpasses death
we shine like the sun

don’t let fear take hold
bring in your awareness
from your mind and unfold
remember your purpose
don’t hang up on the goal

once again in synch
the physical does not exist
for the moment of a blink
we can enjoy pure bliss

what a precious feeling
this close to GOD
essentially healing
in our little pod

A pod of love created
two souls make one
from the love that is sacred
shining brighter than the sun

tears of joy in my eyes
we quiver in our embrace
ecstatic bliss synthesized
with kundalini interlaced

visions of tommorrow
come to me from afar
no pain or sorrow
nothing that will scar

surrender to GOD love

surrender to GODDESS love

surrender to our love

surrender to your love

Hopi Elder Prophesy

Peace

Hopi Elders Prophesy

To my fellow swimmers:
here is a river flowing now very fast
It is so great and swift,
that there are those who will be afraid,
who will try to hold on to the shore,
they are being torn apart and will suffer greatly.
Know that the river has its destination.
The elders say we must let go of the shore,
push off into the middle of the river,
and keep our heads above water.
And I say see who is there with you and celebrate.
At this time in history we are to take nothing personally,
least of all ourselves, for the moment we do,
our spiritual growth and journey come to a halt.
The time of the lone wolf is over.
Gather yourselves.
Banish the word struggle
from your attitude and vocabulary.
All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner
and in celebration.
For we are the ones we have been waiting for.

Free Speech

2 Nov, 2005

I find myself unable to speak at times when in social circles (mainstream and alternative) Although I have been working hard at re-coding my DNA in order for me to just BE. 27 years in this lifetime of programming by mainstream society, plus the many generations in my lineage have held me back too long.

I am a flower that has survived the winter and the sun is now shining on me. The temperature is warming up and my petals are opening. My roots are soaking up the moisture and delicious ingredients in the soil. I am beginning to produce nectar and I can see the lovely bee’s and other beautiful creatures beginning their journey my way to harvest this sweet nectar. This will provide food and shelter for their family. I am estatic to be part of this cycle and provide for others.

I thank the BEE-ings in my life who are like the soil, water, nutrients, wind, sun, bee’s and all the beautiful creatures of this cycle. Without them I would be dried fiber, dust….

I love the connections and the new life that springs from them!!!!

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This still rings true for me, 3 years later. But I have had growth in that area some. Although I don’t seem to find myself circulating in many circles these days. I think that is due to working alot and stuck in old familiar patterns that I am working on shifting.

What is it with communication anyway? I mean the fact that we as humans can get thru the days without mutilating someone actually seems like a big deal. There are so many variables with this modality. YOu have words, the tone, the body language, the psychic impressions, emotional attachment to all of the above, mental comprehension, presence in listening, and the list could go on.

You know I have been listening to Pandora for a bit now. It’s basically part of the Music Genome Project. I think that we should communicate thru music/sound and take the technology that Pandora uses and apply it somehow to our emotional and mental state and what we feel will translate thru tracks. There could be all sorts of clothing accessories that house very small, lightweight but effective speakers. You wear a very lightweight, comfortable, breathable yet non-synthetic undershirt with sensors and a small transmitter. You plug an MP3 player into the shirt and boom-bap you got language baby….

I saw a guy today on The Hill at a bike messenger rally, with a front and back speaker/amp attached to a pack he wore. He was totally retro with a huge gold watch hanging off his bike and blasting old skool hip hop…

Hucha Katchina KeKe De

25 Oct, 2005

This is the name of my comedic warrior guide. Aboriginal & playful, yet watchful and protective.

I had a really good session with Nikki Magdalena up in Queen Anne today. I definitely recommend her for her energy/physic work. She was like having an ancient warm breeze blowing throgh my physical and etheric body.

Got my costume ready for Kings Chamber. It’s not what I was intending to have when I began sewing it together but it’s still cool, I think. I originally wanted to go as Imhotep. He was not a real god but was reverred as one after his death. HIgh Priest of Ptah and Chief Architect of the step pyramid at Saqqara. Born out of humble beginnings he quickly rose the ranks of the Kings Court. Thats sort of how I see myself in the future. However the costume took a turn and I ended up sewing a headress (which according to my research Imhotep wore no Headress). So now what I feel I am going as Hadra, who is a Nomadic Galactic Egyptian.

Half “alien” (not of planet earth) half earthing of egyptian race. It all began when my father an egyptian farmer around 3500 BC came across a yound lady in the marshy fields of the nile delta. She was unconsicous and appeared very strange looking.

Knowing that the lords of the land would definitely take her away and use her for any number of things he hid her in his barley sack. Took her to his humble quarters and nursed her for weeks until she came to and finally was able to perform chores and task around the house.

For weeks nothing was really spoken about anything, there was an underlying knowledge of what this situation was about yet no verbal words were being spoken. The farmer a man of conservative ideals had never experienced anything as telepathy before, he infact had no vocabulary for the action. Yet he seemed calm and reserved about this whole experience.

Eventually the women told the farmer who she was and where she was from and why she had landed in his barley field. She was definitely not of this planet she was sent from a world many millenia away with a mission. She along with many others of both sexes were shuttled to earth to intergrate with the beings here and help assist in the evolutionary progress that the planet so desperately needed. This included awakening of humans consciousness in preparation for the future generations that would be a part of a universal shift.

So in short in order for this integration to take place the pioneers had to find candidates for the job to accept them into their home and breed physically and spiritually. I am the product of the physical breeding of these two.

Imhotep

Dream Ship

1 Oct, 2005

Lucid Dreams running rapid in the psyche.

Illumination

Good vs. Evil

Light vs. Dark

Child vs. Beast

South vs. North

West vs. East

G-D vs. Man

Ripping, Clawing, Shredding, Peeling

Pulled from 4 corners of the Earth

Realization

Wondering Mind

Battered Spirit

Yearning Soul

Download Central

Physically Morphed

Transformation

Comes from Illumination

To Realization

Of the Gestation

Of Momma Geia’s Nation

Guide and Protect us

Most High

My Virtual PolyTantrik Sykik Orgy

gReeTings with bLiss-Liss jOY

EVery m-OM-ent is our second chance to BE still, LIsten & LOVE….

sur-Render to the LOVE that inhabits any and all….This LOVE is GOD-Dess sPEAKing to & from US…

nEver-Mind the pAst, dOn’t wOrRie aBoUt the fU-Ture, those time’s do not exist in reAlity, they are oNly an Illusion that our mInd hOLDs onto….sUr-Render to the NOW….rIght now to this very present mOMent…………

hOw dOes It feel, taste, smell, sound, lOOk????

tAke this chANce rIght NOW to LOVE, LOVE, LOVE….

In-Joy, liVe, LOVE, lEARn, gRow, tEAch, eXpRess, BE

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So this use to be a greeting on my phone, it really irritated people, especially those who have already heard it, cause it took like 90 secs, unless you knew how to bypass the message. This has been on my blog as a greeting since inception in March 2005. I feel I wrote this after listening to an Audio MP3 of “Power of Now” by Eckardt Tolle. Being present is a full time job, but rewarding to feel the universal spirit/chi/life force “whatever human word you wanna apply to that awesome power that exist within and all around us each and every mOMent”….

Space Pod

Well, to be honest I am making it up in this mOMent. I think this blog is going to be filled with visual tastes and audio delites…..with possible ramblings from a beautifully insane mutant goat….

**Update**  July 13, 2008

So I am in the process of transferring My Tribe Blog over to this site.  32 Dimensions have been speaking to me lately and I wanna make it come alive.  I am actually gonna do my very own blog site that I have more control of, for personal reasons.

So since I love to watch transitions, I am going to transfer some of my most pertinent blogs over from the last 3 years and probably give some post analyst on it.  Plus I now have a Flickr Account and most of my pics will be there.

I hope you enjoy perusing thru my site and feel free to drop a line.

Peace and Blessings

CJ